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I feel empty..
Posted: Sat Jun 09, 2007 9:11 am
by UnderclassHeroine
Okay...today we went to Outback and the bus boy (Jonathan) was really mad for some reason or depressed. You could tell because it looked like he hadn't shaved and he didn't seem like his normal self. And when he was busing the table in front of us and I watched him and he just seemed to be doing everything differently. He came out of the back and he was smiling(you could tell it was fake though) and when he got out fully it turned into a look of anger. I remember hearing and watching him throw something, but I couldn't see what. I felt horrible for not going over and talking to him about it.
And like...I was still my happy hyper self when i got home but now...I just feel so empty and depressed. It's just weird. And then I keep thinking about how he acted and it makes me feel worse. I know there'd probably be nothing I could do. But I just want to know if everything's alright with Jonathan. No matter how much I really don't know him, I do care. Like I care about our favorite waiter Justin. I mean.....it's so weird right now.
Then Justin keeps getting me to smile by telling me that him and Jonathan are going to sing me happy birthday.
I'm just confused. Like my feelings and thoughts were put in a blender and mixed up.
Posted: Sat Jun 09, 2007 11:25 am
by Boni
Happens to us all
Lifes a bitch
Posted: Sat Jun 09, 2007 9:38 pm
by JESSter
boniboyblue wrote:
Lifes a bitch
yeah. it mostly is
Posted: Sun Jun 10, 2007 1:24 am
by grandpa
a men bro
Posted: Mon Jun 11, 2007 11:50 pm
by charle22
yup
its not so bad
Posted: Mon Jun 18, 2007 11:41 pm
by Ken
i lost all my sum 41 media
and i havent killed myself
yet
Posted: Tue Jun 19, 2007 8:17 am
by Vani
i wish i was dead wrote:i lost all my sum 41 media
and i havent killed myself
yet
So that's why you changed your name? Your name sounds emo, but yeah, if I lost all my Sum 41 media too, I will probably act like emo. :(
Posted: Wed Jun 20, 2007 1:05 pm
by Pull_The_Curtis
I just know that life's not so bad (My Direction)
Posted: Wed Jun 20, 2007 1:39 pm
by MissWhibley
Vani wrote:i wish i was dead wrote:i lost all my sum 41 media
and i havent killed myself
yet
So that's why you changed your name? Your name sounds emo, but yeah, if I lost all my Sum 41 media too, I will probably act like emo. :(
i, as an emo, feel a kinda annoyed about it. u arent an emo just becuz u lost something or had a bad day....
Posted: Wed Jun 20, 2007 4:19 pm
by Mr. Penguin
^Um... i think they were joking. :|
Posted: Wed Jun 20, 2007 4:21 pm
by MissWhibley
Mr. Penguin wrote:^Um... i think they were joking. :|
where were the smilies?
Posted: Wed Jun 20, 2007 4:35 pm
by Mr. Penguin
The smilies Um, below the text box.
...That's what you were asking, right?
Posted: Wed Jun 20, 2007 5:09 pm
by MissWhibley
Mr. Penguin wrote:The smilies Um, below the text box.
...That's what you were asking, right?
no

, u said they were joking about that "emothing", so i ask u, where r the smilies, if they did a joke, they would have used smilies at the end i guess...
Posted: Wed Jun 20, 2007 7:09 pm
by Claudia
^can you define emo? (off topic but i wonder how an "emo" defines it...)
Posted: Wed Jun 20, 2007 7:14 pm
by Mike
i wish i was dead wrote:i lost all my sum 41 media
and i havent killed myself
yet
same thing here, now i hate limewire
Posted: Wed Jun 20, 2007 8:36 pm
by MissWhibley
Claudia wrote:^can you define emo? (off topic but i wonder how an "emo" defines it...)
how i define myslef or emo? well, hmm...maybe im different then the other emos, who knows^^. but i'd say u r an emotinal person and r interested in death and pain storys...u got most a fucking life what u hate. so, u hate urself for no reason and r often depressed. u like the drakness(at least i)^^
and thats why u hurt urself sometimes.
but hey, imagne^^, i even can laugh
and of course its the music what inspire u!
and hey, almost forgot, most ppl dont like u for who u r. that suxs and if u r sensetiv its really gonna hurt u!
they say stuff about u even though they dont kno who u really r!!
sry, i kno its off topic, but she asked :P , (thats my excuse^^)
Posted: Wed Jun 20, 2007 9:26 pm
by Mr. Penguin
Well we have definitely managed to stay on topc in this thread!
Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2007 2:10 am
by Vani
*~MissWhibley~* wrote:
i, as an emo, feel a kinda annoyed about it. u arent an emo just becuz u lost something or had a bad day....
I hate being emo. It's just make you depressed. Why don't you think the positive way? Life isn't that bad.
Posted: Thu Jun 21, 2007 3:34 pm
by MissWhibley
Vani wrote:*~MissWhibley~* wrote:
i, as an emo, feel a kinda annoyed about it. u arent an emo just becuz u lost something or had a bad day....
I hate being emo. It's just make you depressed. Why don't you think the positive way? Life isn't that bad.
well, if u would have to live my life, u would see why i am :?
Posted: Fri Jun 22, 2007 7:46 am
by lolclark
*~MissWhibley~* wrote:Claudia wrote:^can you define emo? (off topic but i wonder how an "emo" defines it...)
how i define myslef or emo? well, hmm...maybe im different then the other emos, who knows^^. but i'd say u r an emotinal person and r interested in death and pain storys...u got most a fucking life what u hate. so, u hate urself for no reason and r often depressed. u like the drakness(at least i)^^
and thats why u hurt urself sometimes.
but hey, imagne^^, i even can laugh
and of course its the music what inspire u!
and hey, almost forgot, most ppl dont like u for who u r. that suxs and if u r sensetiv its really gonna hurt u!
they say stuff about u even though they dont kno who u really r!!
sry, i kno its off topic, but she asked :P , (thats my excuse^^)
...you're pretty stupid. :)