King of Controversy
Posted: Wed May 14, 2008 10:57 pm
i finished this song recently. it's all about me and the fact that i have OCD, so it deals with how i suffer from it in some ways. hope you like it.
"King of Controversy"
Verse 1
My mind is a never-ending dead-end
Something even I will never comprehend
Racing toward nowhere constantly
I've lost all of my self-pity
Is this the beginning or the middle, 'cause there never is an end
No matter what happens the nightmare starts all over again
Why is there no way to break free
from this paradise of misery
Like a one-lane highway, it's the same old path
No matter what I pass, I can never go back
Chorus
All the pill popping, disaster's not stopping
Maybe it would work if I overdosed
I can't imagine a miracle would happen
Nonstop thinking and I never come close
Everyone knows me as the king of controversy
Is it too late, 'cause I can't think straight
Please God help me
Verse 2
Face my fears in the mirror of conflict
Why do I take thoughts and make them so hectic
I come to find that the reflection is me
Well what do you know, I'm my own worst enemy
Can't move forward, so I try to go back
But all that does is repeat the attack
I'm in over my head and down under my feet
Is this really my life or just some crazy dream
Between fact and fiction is nothing but a void
And I fill the space because I'm paranoid
(Chorus)
Bridge
Why do I, always find my mind, in the lost and found
I listen but I never hear a sound
Can't hear my conscience, just the loud silence
Does nobody care that I'm in this nightmare
I'm drowning in doubt, is there a way out
Surrounded by confusion, I need a disillusion
Why am I this way, why am I me
I guess the apple doesn't fall far from the tree
Chorus
All the pill popping, disaster's not stopping
Maybe it would work if I overdosed
I can't imagine a miracle would happen
Nonstop thinking and I never come close
Everyone knows me as the king of controversy
Is it too late, 'cause I can't think straight
Please God help me
All the pill popping, disaster's not stopping
(My thoughts are intruding)
Maybe it would work if I overdosed
(There's nothing I'm proving)
I can't imagine a miracle would happen
(My actions are draggin')
Nonstop thinking and I never come close
(I fell off the wagon)
Everyone knows me as the king of controversy
(I have no more itches)
Is it too late, 'cause I can't think straight
('Cause I burned all my bridges)
Please God help me
"King of Controversy"
Verse 1
My mind is a never-ending dead-end
Something even I will never comprehend
Racing toward nowhere constantly
I've lost all of my self-pity
Is this the beginning or the middle, 'cause there never is an end
No matter what happens the nightmare starts all over again
Why is there no way to break free
from this paradise of misery
Like a one-lane highway, it's the same old path
No matter what I pass, I can never go back
Chorus
All the pill popping, disaster's not stopping
Maybe it would work if I overdosed
I can't imagine a miracle would happen
Nonstop thinking and I never come close
Everyone knows me as the king of controversy
Is it too late, 'cause I can't think straight
Please God help me
Verse 2
Face my fears in the mirror of conflict
Why do I take thoughts and make them so hectic
I come to find that the reflection is me
Well what do you know, I'm my own worst enemy
Can't move forward, so I try to go back
But all that does is repeat the attack
I'm in over my head and down under my feet
Is this really my life or just some crazy dream
Between fact and fiction is nothing but a void
And I fill the space because I'm paranoid
(Chorus)
Bridge
Why do I, always find my mind, in the lost and found
I listen but I never hear a sound
Can't hear my conscience, just the loud silence
Does nobody care that I'm in this nightmare
I'm drowning in doubt, is there a way out
Surrounded by confusion, I need a disillusion
Why am I this way, why am I me
I guess the apple doesn't fall far from the tree
Chorus
All the pill popping, disaster's not stopping
Maybe it would work if I overdosed
I can't imagine a miracle would happen
Nonstop thinking and I never come close
Everyone knows me as the king of controversy
Is it too late, 'cause I can't think straight
Please God help me
All the pill popping, disaster's not stopping
(My thoughts are intruding)
Maybe it would work if I overdosed
(There's nothing I'm proving)
I can't imagine a miracle would happen
(My actions are draggin')
Nonstop thinking and I never come close
(I fell off the wagon)
Everyone knows me as the king of controversy
(I have no more itches)
Is it too late, 'cause I can't think straight
('Cause I burned all my bridges)
Please God help me