Fucked up shit
Posted: Sun Nov 21, 2010 7:52 am
Okay right now i could scream my lungs out.
I went to my (ex) boyfriend yesterday to break up. Here's how it went:
I: I uh.. want to break up with you.
He: WHY?!
I: We're just too different
He; WHY?!
I: Well, we never agree about anything, we have loads of discussions and it's just not gonna work this way.
Silence...
I: What are you thinking right now?
Nothing
I: Would you like to say anything?
He; Yeah
Silence
I: You can say everything
Silence
And the silence went on quite a long time. Then he suddenly stood up and he said: I got to show you something.
And he went on his laptop and he started searching in his computer for god knows what and he didn't say anything about the break up anymore.
He showed absolute no emotion the whole time I talked to him.
My mom went to get me to also say goodbye to his parents. So I went downstairs to my mom. But R didn't go downstairs. My mom & I had to go because it was getting pretty late. R's mom called for him saying: are you gonna come downstairs? And he said: WHY WOULD I ?! His mom called him again: ''Don't you wanna say goodbye to Shelley?'' No response. Then me & my mom left.
In the car back home I got this very hateful text of him:
''Bitch. Well, I wasn't that very much in love with you anymore. So one problem less.'' And after that a sentence he got from a very popular show: ''You can have greetings from Brabant, CUNT.'' (brabant is where he lives)
I kind of expected him to react like this, but it still hurts. Although I am very mad at him I didn't want it to end like this.
And I just checked my MSN because I expected a hateful MSN offline message. And yes, there it was. Something with the words: whore, emo and anorexia.
Oh man, I feel angry & sad at the same fucking moment.
I went to my (ex) boyfriend yesterday to break up. Here's how it went:
I: I uh.. want to break up with you.
He: WHY?!
I: We're just too different
He; WHY?!
I: Well, we never agree about anything, we have loads of discussions and it's just not gonna work this way.
Silence...
I: What are you thinking right now?
Nothing
I: Would you like to say anything?
He; Yeah
Silence
I: You can say everything
Silence
And the silence went on quite a long time. Then he suddenly stood up and he said: I got to show you something.
And he went on his laptop and he started searching in his computer for god knows what and he didn't say anything about the break up anymore.
He showed absolute no emotion the whole time I talked to him.
My mom went to get me to also say goodbye to his parents. So I went downstairs to my mom. But R didn't go downstairs. My mom & I had to go because it was getting pretty late. R's mom called for him saying: are you gonna come downstairs? And he said: WHY WOULD I ?! His mom called him again: ''Don't you wanna say goodbye to Shelley?'' No response. Then me & my mom left.
In the car back home I got this very hateful text of him:
''Bitch. Well, I wasn't that very much in love with you anymore. So one problem less.'' And after that a sentence he got from a very popular show: ''You can have greetings from Brabant, CUNT.'' (brabant is where he lives)
I kind of expected him to react like this, but it still hurts. Although I am very mad at him I didn't want it to end like this.
And I just checked my MSN because I expected a hateful MSN offline message. And yes, there it was. Something with the words: whore, emo and anorexia.
Oh man, I feel angry & sad at the same fucking moment.